POV: your boyfriend is about to propose

POV: your boyfriend is about to propose feel free to take a seat okay For 3 months she thought we were going to a rooftop networki_ she thought we were going to a rooftop networking event i left to go to the "bathroom" right before it's okay no we were just having lunch upstairs This is the_ This is the rooftop. There is no upstairs... but I'll play an intro video for you to explain like what this whole convention is Welcome All hey baby I know you're super sussed out and probably super confused but there's one question that I haven't really answered in our entire relationship how did I know you were the one? To be honest, I have to start with who I was before I met you I know I've shared just about everything while we're together but the one word I would describe myself before I met you is unstable not in the way that I could go crazy at any time but I just didn't have a strong direction I didn't have any kind of idea about what I wanted to do where I wanted to go and who I wanted to be but the biggest thing that I was missing through it all was why and at the time I thought I knew the why I had to make a bunch of money to retire early I had to go travel the world and see cool things to have cool stories to tell and I had to be this superhero like Tony Stark or Bruce Wayne I would be up every morning wondering to myself what's the point? I will be driving home after work with the golden hour sun in my eyes thinking is this it? I will be up late at night staring at the ceiling wondering why do I even bother? and then I met you Julia who loves her dogs more than herself Julia who makes sure everyone else is good before herself Julia who hopes to see so much when I finally met you life was different the mornings where I would wake up excited to talk to you again the drives back home from our dates where those golden hours felt a little more golden with you the late nights on call together where the ceiling became a movie screen for all of the memories that we shared the future we imagined and moments together that we were laughing about met Sarang who you loved more than yourself I felt like I was joining your life seeing that love you had for her I wanted to be able to share that with a pet of our own and then I remember when I found Uyu and I was so excited to tell you about it I know we had talked about wanting to get a cat and when I found her in the warehouse at work it was crazy that I could rescue her just like that I couldn't wait to call you and I was so excited to share the news but when you picked up your voice was heavy Sarang needed surgery and that surgery was over $10,000 and you had to make the most difficult decision of your life to say goodbye and when Sarang passed I wanted to be there for you in your grief I didn't just want to take away the pain I wanted to be there with you through it and it was in that grief when I was holding you through it that I finally understood what it meant to be present for someone else that moment made me want to be responsible for you and to be with you for the rest of our lives you were the one who made me finally realize what it means to put someone else before you you were the one to show me what love is actually like to finally see the art of life painted on the sky to finally hear the music of life when the wind whistled finally smell the rain before it falls to finally taste the salt of ocean air and know I wasn't alone and to finally touch a hand that didn't let go being there with you made me realize just how much I want to care for you pray for you and be by your side for the rest of our lives and really that's when I knew and I'm so glad that I was able to meet Sarang before she passed and finding Uyu on the same day kind of felt like a sign to me and from then we started our own little family first had Uyu and then Hengeun warmed up to me and then we've added Gureum and even Jerry too I joined your family your church and your life and the more we are together the more it feels just right that this is where I'm supposed to be you are my who what when why I love you baby and if you go to the patio on your left you'll see why This Way The Proposal Episode 3 Coming Soon