I'm a Daughter-In-Law.....

I'm a daughter in law. Of course it's my fault that my husband doesn't call his mom, even though the only times he's called her or texted her back since we started dating is because I reminded him to or encouraged him to. I'm a daughter in law. Of course I've been sick for the last seven holidays. I'm a daughter in law. Of course I miss family functions because I think I'm better than my husband's family and not because of all the hurtful things they said about me or to me. I'm a daughter in law. Of course I said I didn't wanna travel to my in laws three days postpartum because I'm selfish and not because I had in fact had a baby three days prior and wanted to recover. I'm a daughter in law. Of course I got married to my husband only because I thought it would be fun to cause tension between him and his family and not because I loved him more than anything. I'm a daughter in law. Of course I breastfed my babies because I didn't want anyone else to feed them not because breastfeeding was an important part of my motherhood journey. I'm a daughter in law. Of course I'm only close with my mom so that my mother in law will be mad and not because she's been my mom for 32 years and we're really just close. I'm a daughter in law. Of course I control everything my husband does and says and he isn't a 32 year old independent person with his own thoughts feelings and ideas.