If you've BPD, you're the only people that are going to understand this at all.

If you've BPD, you're the only people that are going to understand this at all. Um, don't you hate when people play the I don't give a fuck game? Don't you hate it? Don't you hate it? And you know in the back of your mind like the more the more you chase, the more you yell, the more you call, the more you you try to talk about it, the more you the more you address the situation, they pull back more and more and more. And so like the only option is to also not give a fuck for them to give a fuck. Like cuz the minute the minute that I don't, the minute I don't say anything, the minute I don't, the minute I uh don't don't make it a big deal, the minute that I act like I don't care either, that's when they care. That's when they're calling me. That's when they're like, why are you acting like this? Um, I don't know. Why am I acting like this? Cuz as someone with BPD, I only react to things. When I split, when I have episodes, it's cuz I'm reacting to something that's happening. I don't just randomly have episodes. I don't just randomly split. No, I don't. I don't. I don't ever. Something is triggering me. You're triggering me. And then you want to act like you didn't trigger me. So yeah. Just going to act like I don't care, right? Just going to act like I don't care. It's literally the hardest thing in the entire world is to act like I don't give a fuck. Cuz I do give a fuck. I do. I do. Yo.