people

The sh*ttiest people you know will always have more friends than you. It's actually a mindset that it's going to take for you to realize what's happening here instead of just observing with incorrectly, your life will drastically improve. It is an unfortunate truth that the worst people you know will always have more friends than you. It's unfortunate. For 21 years of my life, I have been forced with friction from this, I've been feeling resentment because of this. I've been frustrated with literally everyone, even people who mean well because of this. And I've always been jealous. But the thing is, realise people who are absolutely horrible, horrible people, especially girls, the most conniving, sinister, backstabbing women I know, always have more friends than me because they're willing to do whatever it takes. And I'm not. I am not willing to gossip about anything or anyone to gain social capital and favor from other people. But they are. I am not willing to invite anybody in life because my standards are so low and I'm desperate. They are. I'm also not willing to play polarizing sides of friendships. I'm very polarizing and I pick sides with people when people do things that are incorrect in front of me. And a lot of the times very popular people will refuse to take a side between morally correct and morally incorrect or just right and wrong. There are so many things that I am just not in friendships. I'm not willing to abandon people. Oftentimes people that constantly have friends on Instagram, like whatever that is. Oftentimes those people are very disloyal. They're willing to just hang out with anything and anyone. As realised, as soon as I realised that the worst people I know have the most friends, by design, and it's not a reflection of their actual capabilities to uphold friendships, my life changed. My life completely changed. And yours will too. You've been noticing for so long. Why haven't you put these pieces together? It's time to grow up. It's time to understand the worst people you know will always have more friends than you. And that's good. That's okay. Because those friendships, they person act. Bye.