feeling lonely & having no friends back at college (as a senior in college)

I decided not to vlog the first day of school at all. Yes, it is my senior year. It will be my last back to school season ever. But there's so many emotions that come with the start of the semester, stress, anxiety, getting back into routine. I'm living in an apartment for the first time. To be honest, the biggest emotion I felt since coming back on campus, it's just loneliness. I've never really had a very solid friend group or friends, and it's something I've struggled with my entire life. All of my good friends, they all have better friends. I am not anyone's first choice. On the first day of school, I had all my meals alone and seeing everyone take photos at the main building, posting their Finsta stories, just having someone to go to photos, even knowing that, you know, if you want photos, you have to have this certain person that you can text is such a luxury that I'm envious of. For dinner, I was trying to find friends to eat with and everyone else already made plans with their best friends. I feel like as a senior, I should have this friend thing figured out, but I don't. And I want to talk about this because I think it's really not talked about enough in school. Everyone's posting about them hanging out with friends, but no one's really posting about, you know, being alone on a Thursday night, on the first week of school, knowing all the other students are going out, but you have no one to go with. It's a very loneliness that it's not really talked about in school. So I just hope someone out there feels a little less lonely. I'm very envious of, for dinner, I was trying to find friends to eat with and everyone else already made plans with their best friends. I feel like as a senior, I should have this friend thing figured out, but I don't. And I want to talk about this because I think it's really not talked about enough in school. Everyone's posting about them hanging out with friends, but no one's really posting about, you know, being alone on a Thursday night, on the first week of school, knowing all the other students are going out, but you have no one to go with. It's a very loneliness that it's not really talked about in school. So I just hope someone out there feels a little less lonely.