My life is dramatically changing so let’s change our hair..

My life is dramatically changing so let’s change our hair.. when you go through something traumatic you usually crave a big change it reset #grwmstorytime #lifeupdate #newhair #summerhair Life behind the camera has been really difficult. Honestly, I didn't think I'd have to go through this in my lifetime, but you know what? Life is about experience. Life is about being happy and making the most of it because it's short. I haven't worked in almost a week. I haven't posted in four days. If that doesn't tell you that I'm not doing okay, then I don't know what does. This is my safe space. I run to TikTok as a form of therapy and I have completely shut down. So, filming, trying to act normal, trying not to be a blubbering mess where I'm crying 24/7 on camera has been really challenging. And just as I say like, I'm gonna keep it together, my emotions hit me. And this is just the struggle of what I'm going through behind the scenes. It's just the biggest, scariest struggle of my life. But I have to put myself first, which is really selfish when I am a people pleaser. If you are a people pleaser and you're learning to love yourself, please tell me I'm not alone in my thoughts that I feel like a bad person for being a little selfish. I'm doing these self-adhesive lash clusters that I found on Amazon that I love because I don't think I can wear mascara today. Like, if I'm being so for real, me and mascara are not gonna get along today. Lack of water, sleep, and food that I have not consumed in the past week has been really bad, which is also why you have not seen any videos from me in five days. It's been a couple hours. I had to take time away from the camera, but we're gonna do our complexion. I'm going in with all my favorites. Dior Forever Skin Glow Foundation. Westman Atelier, Truffle. Going in with a new shade of blush from Rare Beauty. This is 'Hope'. I have yet to try the shade, but none of her blushes have ever disappointed me. My favorite concealer of all time, desperately needed with the lack of sleep. This is all I can do. This is as good as it's gonna get. I'm going in with a new shade of blush from Rare Beauty. This is 'Hope'. I have yet to try the shade, but none of her blushes have ever disappointed me. My favorite concealer of all time, desperately needed with the lack of sleep. This is all I can do. This is as good as it's gonna get.