Wednesday morning reset

My husband doesn't like me talking about this. And I'm just gonna be real with y'all. And if you're new here, I'm Alyssa. I'm 36, I have three kids. I live in a small town outside of Fort Worth, Texas. And I like it pretty chaotic. I'm ADHD. My house is a freaking wreck. My kid rides dirt bikes, my other kid rides horses. And apparently my hobby is just driving around and watching them enjoy their hobbies. And chatting with y'all on here. I obviously have no niche, but one thing I can promise you is that I'm not always gonna be real. I can't even tell 10,000 followers. Recently, most of y'all found me because I was honest about our construction business having a really rough year and that I'm trying to make money online. Mom has to do it. But money and followers are not the most important. Honestly, I'd rather live in a freaking box and sell my soul, act fake on the internet, or ever care about money more than I care about people. Lately, I've felt a tug on my heart that I'm supposed to turn this page into something bigger than people just watching my videos. I want it to feel like a giant group chat, a place where women of any age can come and feel seen, loved, and like somebody actually gives a crap about what they're going through. Because to be honest, I've obviously felt like a little bit of an outsider. I've only ever had a few really close friends and the second somebody lies to me or starts acting fake, I'm out. I've been judged and done wrong enough times that half the time I don't even try. But at the same time, I really do want women in my life who get it. Women who are going through the real life crap and can laugh about it, talk about it, and remind each other that we're not the only ones struggling. I'm goofy, sarcastic, and very opinionated. But I have a huge heart. I love hard and I'm a ride or die friend. So if you're a girl's girl and you want to be part of a community where we actually talk to each other, laugh together, and support each other, then I want you here. So tell me, what type of friend are you? The mom? Therapist? Bad influence? Or the vanisher? lol. I'd say I'm a mix of all of them. TikTok is so finicky with what it pushes out, but I am praying this reaches exactly who it is meant for. You are loved, seen, and ENOUGH! 💕