I got laid off from Cash App 13 months ago, and I still can't find a better paying job than that.

I got laid off from Cash App 13 months ago, and I still can't find a better paying job than that. And it blows my mind that I've only had two fruitful interviews since. Like any interviews, and one of them was with them, and then they laid off people and they took back the offer and I was like, great, exactly what I want to have happen. Like, amazing. And then the next company was another great tech company and it just didn't end up working out. And then that's been it ever since. It's not like my issue is I'm bombing interviews, I just can't get the interview and that drives me up the fucking wall like every day. I'm like, what is going on? Like, obviously, like I one day want to work for myself and do things for myself and be a like boss bitch, like entrepreneur, like do your own thing, but I'm like, I can't do that right now. That's just not possible. Like my savings is for if anything goes wrong and it's for my mortgage, it's for my daughter. Like, I can't just throw all my life into a business right now. And even if then, I don't even have a business plan because I'm like, what am I going to do? Open like a coffee shop, a food place? Like those don't do well like right off the bat. And you have to put so much of your life into a business at first where it's just like, it's just not in my cards. Like that's just not what I'll be doing like anytime soon. And maybe in the next few years I will, but just not right now. And I'm just out of a fucking loss. Like I am out of a fucking loss and I'm so tired because I'm like, 13 months is to me, it just sounds like and feels ridiculous. Like I feel so pathetic and I hate it because I'm like, why can't I get an interview? Why can't I get a job like I used to have? Why am I struggling like this? I don't know. Like I've done everything you possibly could with your resume, I put through so many websites. It always says my resume looks fine, it's Harvard format. It's like, I have background experience. Like I don't know what the fucking issue is. I have no clue, but I just hear nothing back ever and it drives me up the fucking wall.